That was supposed to be sent stunted, but stunned works too. Pdoc said PTSD from most of the people in my life, stemming in childhood.
Trying to burn this out at the Y because I feel my most hated if emotions right now. I honestly feel anger, and highly so. If course I'll only turn it inward because that's what I do. I don't want to hurt anyone in any way. Tried to call a friend for coffee and maybe a talk but they hung up on me. Answer then click. I don't blame them. I don't have any RL friends at this point. NONE.
"I'M A COMPLETE WASTE OF YOUR TIME" -- Kaiser Chiefs