tears.... such kind words... ty rhapsody, jinnyann and mtd

mtd .. maybe that is the key. owning my childhood. just there is such a strong resistance. like when two magnets are drawn together, but when you turn them around, they resist or push away. that is how i feel.. and the space in between the resisting magnets is that awful 'void'...

I sure hope I am not "losing" it again... Must find some positives to hold on to to refocus...I will be ok.. Just a few rough spots rained in.. The sun will shine again..