My life!!!

is purely chaotic.

I am a procrastinator. I rarely finish anything and when I do I feel accomplished. Then a day and a half later...poof...it's right back where it began.

Homely duties, my job, college, kids, marriage, family...everything! It's so dang hard sometimes. I think I procrastinate because my problems are like literally shoveling the snow during a blizzard. I keep shoveling and shoveling and when I turn around the gosh dang snow is there again!

It's just frustrating.

I'm beginning to think that since I procrastinate things get very far behind. Then I get this bug up my butt and I binge out on "improving". I do good for a minute. Then everything gets way behind again and it happens much quicker then the "improving" phase. Sometimes I tell myself "screw it, it'll be a wreck soon anyway" and I just let it go till it becomes a mountain of a mess.

Does anybody else shovel during a blizzard??