Presently I'm surviving on mass doses of caffeine and keeping very physically busy. When I sit still more than a minute I start snowballing downhill again. Eventually this mood elevation from caffeine will end but not as long as I keep it going. I bought 24 energy shots and three energy drinks. I have half a mio energy squirt, at least 20 Earl Grey bags, and my ace in the hole, half a container of yerba mate instant tea which I just toss and wash. Yerba tastes a lot like tobacco when it's in pure form but it's very effective. I have my 5-htp, kava extract, kava whole root, and kratom. There's millions of things to do in prep, so I'm completely overwhelmed to the point of not being able to slow down. Now I'm done on the potty and can get back to it.