I have opportunity to go college in Florida. However when I have the opportunity to leave home I never do because I’m afraid to leave. There have been many times when I have had opportunities to leave but I never did because my mom used vocal/destructive torture to make me give in? (yelling/crying/hitting things hitting me..) - telling me I would get killed.

I also worry about my sister whom older then me well being. On her budget there is way she can take care of things on her and and my nmom won’t help us with the bills