We still talk daily and he is coming here in two days. I am excited but anxious. I feel very touched he is coming to see me from the states to here. I am speechless. I like him but know the chemistry might be different in person. So, I have to see what happens and go with the flow. The best case scenario is that we like each other in person too and continue as a couple. The worst case scenario is that we don't like each other. I am not expecting too much as usual. I expect that we will get along. He knows about my illness and is coming with me to the doctor's office so I can get refills. I am a bit flabbergasted but realized he might want to see the town where the doctor is located. It is a nice resort town. Also, we are meeting initially at the airport and shall see if we click when we meet. I am meeting him at the airport when he arrives. Hopefully, he likes me as much as I like him. I don't think I can be rude if we don't like each other though. But, I am thinking it won't happen. We talk daily and know each other's schedule.He listens to me and my problems. I also do the same for him. He is not mentally ill though like I am. So, I am wondering why he likes me so much? I will find out soon. He says I am nice and sweet. Well, so is he. hmmm. Like attracts like? I don't know. So, everything is up in the air. I'm pretty mellow so even if things go wrong, I take it as it comes. If things go right, well, I will be happy. I have been waking him up by calling him daily. He likes this and relies on me. I did not call on time once, and he was late to go to work. This is when he slipped on the ice. I was unhappy for him. But, I was wondering why he can't wake up on his own? Hmmmm. I don't rely on him to wake me up so am fine. I am wondering if he expects me to care for him. I can barely take care of myself so it would be quite a laugh if he expects me to care for him. I will try but don't think I will cut it. I will do my best to make us both happy. I will not rush into marriage or anything too serious until I really get to know him. I've had a really bad marriage before and don't need another one. If we get along, I will take a year or two before I commit to something serious. There is no need to rush. I am in no hurry to go anywhere.