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Originally Posted by emgreen
I'm sorry you're in such a difficult space. If you feel like crying, just cry. I know it's hard with a child around, but letting it out can certainly knock the piss out of depression for a minute. BTW, what do you have to feel guilty about? From what I've read, you're an industrious person & a good parent. Be good to yourself.
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I feel guilty about all the crap I've put my son through this year. I've scared him a couple times where he felt he had to put everything I could harm myself with out of my reach. I've also spent a lot of time alone in my room instead of being his mom. And I'm always yelling because I've been so irritable this year...
Also feeling guilty about this relationship thing. Like I just can't put someone else through my crap. I can't take having to feel guilty about putting another person through it. Really feel like I'm just so awful, I deserve to be alone. He deserves so much better. So it's a constant struggle for me to not break off relationships for this reason. So I've been considering doing that.