I've had nightmares about each of my Ts. Mostly involving them verbally or physically abusing me. Them sneering and laughing with contempt at me.

Once I had a dream where T took on my abuser brother as a patient, then told me she believed him and not me, and then she said why 'it's OK" that he beat me and said I deserved the forcible molest at his hands.

I ended up telling T and it restored my trust somewhat to hear her say she would "never say it's OK for me or someone else to be hurt."