i hate everything & everyone. i finally snapped & took it out on my dog this morning--screamed at her very loud. now i feel like crying cuz shes a sensitive dog & i hurt her feelings not to mention scared her badly cuz shes behind the couch & wont come out. very stressed this morning. mom watching 3 month old practically just took her up there & threw her at my mom. husband is a f*** head from the pit of Hell. he gets up this morning--my mood was ok--then yells at me to put my shoes on to take dog out somewhere besides in front of new tv. at that instant my mood severely shifted to upset depressed angry then just plain angry. the other night i told him ive prayed before that he would die. sometimes i just want to die. thank the Lord im going to pdoc today to get on right meds.