Missing you Dr. S, This time last year I was walking by the house I imaged to be yours, seeing their tree in the window and thinking about how you would be with your family. I haven't been able to do my walk in so long, I wonder if that house will hold the same fondness when I am able to do my walk again.

I want to email you again - I won't. I don't need to. Finally feeling more connected to you than I have in many weeks. It feels good, warm.

Take care of yourself. I still need you.

Love,
me