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Dec 24, 2017, 04:27 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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I was thinking about this the other night because I was watching a documentary about certain different toys and how they came into popularity...And I was remembering one of my earliest memories was of playing with these toys.
My earliest memory is from about age 5. I have very limited memory of anything from when I was 18 and younger due to my PTSD. So much has been blocked out so I don't have to process it. But with various exercises I am able to remember more things.
The hardest part is the things that I do remember, my family denies or has rewritten the script calling me a liar. So according to them I don't remember anything. But that's not true. I know what I know.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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