Thank you Ocean, you've been so kind.

I find it hard to grasp, how there's been so many nice people here replying to me.
I don't know what I'd do without this-- thank you all.

I've recently started therapy and hope to get going in a better direction...... it's so very hard. I spoke up to husband about his drinking the other day and he got angry and commented that he didn't think this "therapy stuff" I'm doing is helping. but I intend to trudge on..........

thank you all, you're all- in my heart.

mandy