((((Freewill))
I went through the same with my beloved dog. It is a heart-breaking experience. I gave him to God, but I missed him so very much. I cried buckets of tears in dealing with the loss of him. Then one night several months later I had a dream where he came to me and leaned into me as he had always done in life and I hugged him and told him again how much I loved him. Then he moved away from me and turned and looked into my eyes. His eyes told me that he was ok and I did not have to worry about him anymore. Then he turned and walked away. I woke up with a peace in my heart and mind that he was happy and with God. I still miss him but the grief has lessened because of the dream. Allow yourself to grief. Pets are amazing creatures. They give us so much love and devotion, that it is normal to grieve for them like the loss of any member of our family.