I feel like Christmas skipped me this year. I haven't been in the holiday spirit. I have no money to give gifts. I don't decorate my house because I always go to my mom's and I couldn't even do that this year. So I'm sitting at home watching Christmas movies and it feels so weird because it feels to me like it's still August...why are they playing Christmas movies?

And in a day, it will all be over...and I will have missed all the fun and celebrations...It's making me sad.

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