Ahhh mandy...you are most welcome! Isn't it hard at times to find the positive.

I understand hon that you are the fixer, the doer, the protector, the nurse, the everything. I too am the same way in life. I struggle everyday to let myself go and be able to lean on someone IRL. I don't seem to have a problem here online as much. It's very difficult to play the role reversal.

You have stepped out of your comfort zone to post here with this particular issue in your life. I'm very proud of you for going through with this. I think you are doing a wonderful job of expressing yourself. I also think that it's about time you learned that someone else in your life is willing to be YOUR protector and YOUR support. Even though it is uncomfortable, inside, we need to know and feel that we have someone in our corner

Love to you!

sabby