C,

Will you respond to my email tomorrow? I hope so, but I certainly don't expect it. I don't really 'feel you' right now. I'm not panicked about this, but I miss the security I was feeling. I'm just ready to get back to normal life now. Although... S. I miss him again. Sigh. I always miss him most when I don't feel connected to you. Or maybe... I wind up not feeling connected to you when something shakes up my feelings for S again... both maybe.

I really need to hear from you. Please?