I had a very nice day today up until about 8 o’clock, when my grandmother snapped and started cursing at my grandpa for unplugging the light to plug in his new google home device. My grandma has low tolerance for my grandpa these days as his dementia causes him to be verbally abusive towards her. Although to be fair, he’s been an asshole just about as long as I’ve known him, so I don’t know how much is dementia and how much is his uninhibited personality. But up until then it was pleasant. I missed my brother and sister in law, who weren’t traveling due to my sister in law being heavily pregnant and due any day now. They didn’t want to be too far from the hospital. I got new pillows and a cozy jacket, among other things. Very nice.
My mood has been very good for the whole week. I am hopeful this means I have overcome my depression without bouncing into mania. I now have to figure out what to do about work. But that’s for the new year.
I am relaxing with a bottle of wine and will be going to sleep shortly. I hope everyone had a tolerable Christmas!
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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