(((((((Angela))))))) thank you.
I do have a female T now, but you know what? I had way less problem talking about this with my male T. I'm sure there are a variety of reasons for that.
I don't see this T often enough to feel comfortable really diving deeply into this with her. I think I just need to give it up and try elsewhere. I'm in a weird place where I don't really need to go once or twice a week, but I do still have some things to work out. The every-other-week thing isn't working, because my hours are largely incompatible with hers, and we never really have anything to talk about unless work has triggered me somehow.
Blah. I dunno.
Oh, and my appt. is at the end of Feb. I moved to a pretty rural area from the last time you were around regularly and it's harder to get into the limited health care resources that are available.