So I've got it in my head that I really want to give you a hug when I see you next, I'm wondering why because generally I'm not a touchy/feely person, I think it's because I want to thank you for the last year but also because I kind of think you the only person I trust with closeness and sometimes I just need the reassurance and to feel close to you.
I fear the rejection though so it's something I'm not sure I can bring up with you.