I'm in a mess. I don't know whether I love you or hate you, whether therapy is helping or just ****ing me up more. I miss you and I hate missing you. I want to blame you for the situation with my family, would I be where I am now if I hadn't started seeing you....I feel so trapped. I keep thinking about what you said in our last session before the break, when I was zoning out..'maybe I'm not giving you what you need'. Did you mean just then or did you mean altogether? I feel like you're going to give up on me.