Good morning Peter.

The holidays are a stressful time even with supports in place. They are difficult to endure when we are alone. I think it would be fair to say that during such times we have a tendancy to focus on the negatives we are facing and either forget or disregard the positive.

I think it positive you have a new place to call your own. With regards to the concierge, know that in no way is it their responsibility to spy on anyone. In fact, people entering such employment I believe would have been vetted out for being the type to do so. No, they are there instead to be of assistance. I say take advantage of that. Develop a working relationship with this individual. You may in turn come to feel the opposite - that they are there to be helpful to you. You may eventually come to the realisation that their presence offers you a degree of security.

I have a question for you on another matter. I am getting the impression you feel your worker(s) are bound to go with you to auditions, etc. This doesn't seem quite right to me. I have the idea that they would be limited to supporting and attending those matters that pertain to your day-to-day living needs.