I haven't watched it for a while, but I used to really enjoy watching the show "Cops". I know that may seem strange, but it actually relaxed me. I am not sure why. I used to also daydream a lot about cops, which I considered somewhat pleasurable daydreams. I once told my psychiatrist that and he asked me why I like them, and I humorously told him that I liked the idea of "bondage". That was actually just a joke. I think most cops (with some rare exceptions) are really heroic people. I have encountered cops on two occasions when manic or manic with mixed features, and they were really nice.