I've had a lot of distraction lately, with a family emergency , which entailed surgery (for the family member) and many long hours at the hospital.
Now that things are settling down from this recent emergency, "trauma material" is creeping back into consciousness.
I see my pdoc/therapist in 2 weeks.
I am thankful to DocJohn for re-opening this thread, with a warning to all of us (no politics, etc.). It's very important this thread is available to anyone in need.
Love to All.

WC