I have been through a rough patch with people a lot this year. I have had a bad year that because I was too kind to the wrong people I got treated very mean over a lot and taken advantage of. It has been rough. So, naturally, I got so depressed to the point I just thought about how the world needed to be gone. How I was tired of the people that just because they were bored or just having a bad day I was a punching bag or something to shove around for there own entertainment.
I really have a hard time accepting how anyone can be mean and cruel to anyone on purpose just for the *bleep* of it. It disgusts me. I don't want to have anyone like that in my life but it seems to be the inevitable whether its colleagues or bosses or in some of my cases, people I am having to work with to perform at places or do my artwork and my job.
Narcissistic humans seems to be on the rise in my life this year and it seems to be driving me insane.