okay update :
I got in contact with someone i used to know and somehow he got me to buy him tickets to a concert I'm going to. Completely impulsive. He said he will pay me in person so I'm hoping there's no excuse when I do see him. i feel completely uncomfortable now because I know that these are the signs of me giving into this manic side of me. I know exactly where it will lead and I'm going for it.
I'm so pissed at myself.
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