I changed it all when I became an empath or it all changed me. I can feel others' emotions without looking at them, just being somewhere near, even without seeing them. My glasses are my eyes to the world, and without them I'm nearly blind much more than a foot beyond my head. I see blob shapes that move around without my glasses. If the yoga instructor doesn't cue properly, I don't follow the class which is funny to me anyway. I can't see these people but I feel them. I sense their pain usually, and that seems to be the strongest emotion people have and that's sad, because it should be love. But, the people you meet at the gym are there to work things out, to work through something they aren't happy with, a discomfort, even a pain. Considering that, it's no wonder things happen at the gym so often. And, no wonder I sense so much pain there. Also at the gym, there are so many pheromones flying all over the place you can practically feel the wave of them slap you in the face when you open the door. You will probably say this is gross, but that slightly sweaty smell from a woman is intoxicating to me, probably because of pheromones. But today, this neighbor woman, that was more weird. I don't understand it at all. The more I think about her, the more I want to be interested, but as friends only.
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