Hugs growly. Parents practicing favouritism hurts so much. I feel punched in the gut each time T steps out into the waiting room to talk to a patient looking for her (delaying the start of my session as I wait in the waiting room). Has happened several times. It also hurt as hell to learn that she sometimes offers OTHER patients half an hour sessions outside her usual clinic hours. I asked her why she never gave me that as an option when I was only able to see her once a month for a whole year due to her schedule. She said I would take the whole half hour to open up.

I feel "She's so warm to them, her warmth towards me isn't special. I'm not special, just one out of 40+. I'm no one's favourite, I always come last."

Hugs.