If you’re beating someone (anyone) to the point of unconsciousness, you need jail rather than a doctor. Don’t blame your bipolar for domestic abuse, and don’t confuse the two.

You asked us not to judge, but that’s not a get out of jail free card. You can’t blame bipolar for being an abusive bltch like you say, and I tend to get angry when someone doesn’t have the clarity of thought to differentiate. It is a criminal act. Multiple ones, and he should be calling the cops after he leaves you.

I’m not saying you don’t have bipolar. But if you’re a danger to others (which you obviously are), you can go to the ER and they’ll admit you to the nearest psych unit. You’ll see a doctor and get scripts if warranted. They’ll help you work up a plan for post-discharge and let you know what resources are available for someone in your situation.