a question I was asked recently got me thinking.

someone commented: I don't know how you do it, chronic pain, all these MI issues, lack of sleep, how do you do it?. what is your motivation to keep going?

at the time I couldn't answer, and in a way I still can't- I did eventually give them an answer though.. I told them it was because you only get one shot at life, and you need to try and make it count- no matter how bad things get. their are no second chances

that was my answer

what's yours?.

what is your true motivation

is it like mine or is it something deper for you?