I feel like I'm too clingy and needy for other people. Everytime someone shows sympathy for me, I'm grateful, but I'm also worried to lose it and become too paranoid. I also feel like I rely too much on other people for support. That mostly happens online, because I've never had any real friends IRL.. I also feel like I just can't be happy alone.

No one has ever really complained of this to me, but I'm pretty confident that at least someone does think that. I do my best to control it, I really do.. I'm just not sure it's enough.