I know how you feel, growly. My T makes me feel very special and we have a close relationship but it hurts to see her move so quickly to the next client. She usually has back to back sessions so there is generally someone before or after me. It helps to think about a teacher with many students. Each one is different and hopefully the teacher cares about each one. Ideally a mother loved each child no matter how many she has. Your T can care for each client, and it doesn't mean you aren't special to him. You are!! I'm sorry it was difficult being with your family. For sure that's why you're feeling the way you do right now. Hugs.