Hugs growly. I'm sorry it hurts so much. If knowing you're not alone helps at all (because I don't know any other way to help and really want to) I'm struggling with wanting to be more to t (ex-t I need to start saying). And feeling really stupid because I told her. I agree with the others. Your t feeling warmth for other clients doesn't take away from the warmth he feels for you. I can't imagine trying to deal with feelings like that right after being with your family. This is why I so rarely see my own FOO. It's always a struggle to get back your equililibrium or however you spell it after a visit, huh. anyway hugs to you.