Just another one here to say - you're not alone.

I go out of my way to avoid running into any of my T's other clients. I even have nightmares about him completely ignoring me in order to be with his other clients. I also find that, for me, there is a typical "demographic" of other clients that I find particularly triggering: young women between the ages of teen - late 20s. Do you relate to that at all? Meaning, is there a particular demographic that you might find more triggering?

It was important for me to ID that, because, what I realized, is that I most needed someone to be there for me from my teenage years through my 20s, and yet, nobody was there. I'm intensely jealous of those girls who get to have my T there for them during that time in their lives because that is when I needed him most. It doesn't get rid of the jealousy, but it helps me understand it.