(((LT))) if you needed this relationship with MC, then you needed it i think you got a lot out of it. You and mc both put your hearts into it, and i dont see anything wrong with that. You were very open with your feelings and secrets and wishes - not everyone is that brave. He was also going thru an incredibly difficult time. I think life in t is just funny that way - it gets amplified in weird ways. But a LOT of work got done.