Dear T,
Nervous about seeing you in an hour...maybe partly because of the dreams? Since I feel I should at least mention them to you... And I know we'll probably discuss potentially terminating with MC more... Plus I have this feeling I'll be emotional since I was holding stuff in over the holidays (well, aside from a bit in the middle of the night Christmas Eve). And I've only really cried (beyond just tearing up) in front of you a few times, so I'm still a bit nervous about that. Of course, I've come in feeling all these emotions and then not cried at all (both with you and MC), so that could be what happens here. But part of me also feels I want to be able to let those emotions out in front of you, because that means I trust you.
See you soon,
LT