Thank you for your reply.
If I would suggest couple counselling to my husband he would say that we don’t need it as we don’t have any problems.
He just can’t see it. He just thinks it’s just hormones or whatever women stuff.
I know divorce isn’t easy, my parents are divorced.
But I don’t want to be stuck in a marriage and country I am not happy with.
I really love my children and want them to be happy but can they be happy with such a mess of a mother?
I am always stressed, annoyed etc due to depression and anxiety and the rest.
I am so not sure about the marriage. The love is just gone. I’m bored sometimes even extremely annoyed by him. Which i guess is normal to some extent but imagining life without him more than usual is not normal.
I made an appointment but it’s still a few weeks away.