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Dec 27, 2017, 05:29 PM
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It's still pretty fresh in the timeline of you breaking up, so it makes sense that you would still feel the anger.
I understand you wanting the chance to reject him. I think it's normal.
As to what he said to you about not connecting, that was totally to hurt you. Remember that, the only point of that was to hurt you and **** with your mind.
You're still healing. Give it time. You will go through bouts of anger when you think of him.
I had an ex who said **** to me when we broke up too. In the end it took some time to get over it, but I had to let it go if I wanted to move on. Eventually I realized that he was and still is a LOSER who is trying to be an actor in LA who has never and will never make it big, because he just doesn't get that he's not talented enough or hot enough to get a deal. Like grow up...everyone has to realize at some point that their dream of being the next Brad Pitt isn't really going to happen.
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Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
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