I would like to second revisiting the reasons you decided to go for the abortion. And go over the reasons you are having trouble now.

Also, having an abortion is a massive decision, and I just want to say that you may want to be positive that it is what you want. It is a decision that cannot be undone, and could affect you psychological health later on if you do it when you aren't entirely sure.

I hope that you are able to come to a decision that feels right for you.