</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Didnt I just do what you described...? go to someone elses defense, but not so easy to do it for myself??!

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Oh yeah, I see that now!! told you I'm not so good with social stuff.

So, I guess you aren't so different from me-- it's much easier to defend someone else and think of things for them to say than for myself.

Well, I didn't bring up the "suspicion" in therapy this week. I'm too afraid, as it seems that that would make me so vulnerable-- yikes! don't like vulnerable. that's how pain gets in.....
I did hear her say to the client before me(as he was leaving) that she was glad he could switch his schedule and she was sorry she had to re-arrange her schedule, so I figured she did have a REAL reason to change my session time as well.
Maybe someday I will bring up how, what others say to me has me in my mental maze of- "what did that REALLY mean?"....... ever searching for the "hidden".

Care to share about your "therapuetic stalemate", River? some here are very wise and some are very supportive and compassionate too...... we're here to listen if you want.

mandy