Well, I do see my T with other clients, or hear her with them. I try not to think about it too much.
I am quite attached and wish to be special to her. I even wish I could be there for her, too. I know i feel lonely a lot and wish for a closer relationship than just t and client. Its hard wishing for a friend, a swcond mother, or both at once.

Feel hugged... Guess thats all I can say.