Hi ArmyMom and welcome!! I hope you find some level of peace and meet some wonderful people here!! I am sorry you are so depressed but I believe I am in the same boat atm. Or maybe a sub...going down anyone?? You can rant and rave and just get it out...there will always be someone looking and reading, some commiserrating, some in the know and others who just care. Sometimes not all posts are answered as they can be out of depth, but we ALL care. Have a try at getting it out.
Again WELCOME!!!! Feel free to PM if you ever are in dire straits or just need to talk.

melanie