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Originally Posted by MavriforceK9r
I feel it approaching. Reasons for it are not yet understood but, I feel it coming on, my lower neck, my shoulders and upper arms. A mild tickly itch almost.
The stress has been soothed a little here and there but, over all it has been intensifying underneath and I'm already having negative thoughts. Thoughts that I wont tell you about because they are too heavy for most to handle I would think. By tonight I will be down for the count and can't say how long I will stay down but, sometimes it just happens without warning. It's like a dark storm cloud growing over me and there is no escape.
I just wanted to be heard is all. You don't have to answer if you don't want to. Sigh...
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Hey... I'm really sorry that things seem headed in the direction they are. Can I put in a word for you saying anything you care to on here? Include warnings as necessary but I think being able to voice what's taboo elsewhere is an important part of what goes on here (while respecting the guidelines, but those really don't need to restrict us). I know I have at many times literally not been able to voice certain things to another human being at all--for fear of burdening them, being misunderstood, or getting thrown into the hospital--and that's just crazier than anything I actually had to say. I just want to encourage you to say anything you need to if it might be helpful at all. Hoping for the best for you ...