This has been unsettling to me since this past Saturday morning.
I've googled and looked in all the books that I have, and I can't really find anything related to this.
So.
I am putting it here to see if anyone else has experienced this or has any input on what I'm trying to sort out.
So.
Friday night, the husband and I were talking about going to my mom's for Christmas and some really hard things were talked about between us. He actually said he was sorry that I had grown up in that kind of environment.
Well, not in those exact words but that is what he meant.
I went to bed, and the next morning I woke up and had these strange marks on my right upper wrist.
It didn't hurt, it wasn't itchy, there was no bruising or pain of any sort. It was really strange and disturbing to me.
When I looked at it, it reminded me of a picture that a part of me drew in session with my counselor. My mind went directly to it.
I don't really want to go into detail about all of that, unless someone else has had a similar experience and would like to share it here.
I'm more than open to talk about it, I just didn't want to put it out there so open because it really feels "out there".
I'm trying to figure out if I did it to myself in my sleep or if it's some kind of somatic memory bringing itself forward, from what I was sharing with my husband the night before. I've tried to think of how I would have done it and there is nothing that I can think of that would explain it.
It's almost faded away now. There is a trace of it left but there is still not pain, bruising, itching or any after effect feeling of an injury or trauma there.
This is really the strangest thing, next to the picture of the little being drawn, that's happened with me.
Just curious.
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