Well, I think I'm getting myself in a pickle. I've been dating someone who smokes, and so I've been smoking just when I'm with him but not any other time. The problem is now I've just smoked 7 days in a row. With the holidays, I've been socially smoking with people. And then I just didn't quit.

I am currently out of cigarettes, but I hardcore want to run out and get some right now. But at the same time, I don't want to.