My Support Forums - View Single Post - Dear T : I Need To Tell You Something, but Don't Know How(Part XXVIII)

Chummy2 · Dec 28, 2017, 06:56 AM

Dear T,

It sucks that T's have their vacation during the hardest time. Normally I wouldn't mind not having therapy for 3 weeks. But now. I'm not doing well. I have no one to talk to.

Possible trigger:

I just want to be dead. Dead dead dead. I don't want to be awake. I don't want to go to school. I don't want to see my ''friend''. Ijust want to be dead. I should just do it myself instead of waiting to hear if my doctor wants to help with that. Cuz I don't think he will. I don't think anyone will, because of my age and because it is because of a mental disease.

I don't know if seeing PrevT is good for me. You think it is good to talk about it and all that. But it isn't doing me any good. I only feel worse.