Hey... I'm really sorry that things seem headed in the direction they are. Can I put in a word for you saying anything you care to on here? Include warnings as necessary but I think being able to voice what's taboo elsewhere is an important part of what goes on here (while respecting the guidelines, but those really don't need to restrict us). I know I have at many times literally not been able to voice certain things to another human being at all--for fear of burdening them, being misunderstood, or getting thrown into the hospital--and that's just crazier than anything I actually had to say. I just want to encourage you to say anything you need to if it might be helpful at all. Hoping for the best for you ...