I'm sorry you're suffering, CN. This sounds very painful. I'm glad you were able to talk about it some, and that she was supportive.

This is a difficult issue - I'm not sure if it helps to know you're not alone, but you're not. I'm not sure if it helps to know that others have worked through / gotten past it, but they have.

I've experienced this a little. When my life got better, it got better. Now I hardly think about the Therapist at all.

Hang in there.