Irritability, anger and rage could dang near be mottos of my life. Half the time ill be in a rage over something as dumb as a person saying hi to me. Ill have visions of maiming people and day dream of ways to make them pay. I agree with sqrlb8 about the weed, that it helps relax me and makes it so im not as angry constantly. Im also the same way as in the somedays ill be so up ill feel as if i can defeat all my flaws and diagnoses and other days i just want to check out. Ive found that like sqrl that being able to seperate the symptoms and not make them be me has helped quite a bit to defuse some of the anger from mounting as it doesnt get such a firm grip to climb.