I feel somewhat overwhelmed and my ptsd is acting up due to stress and deep depression,
I just feeling hopeless and desperate to get better even though with my many medical issues and the docs and nurses saying there is nothing they can do .

I have been thinking about death in general since two days ago and no plan or such but mostly thinking about the subject and how it affects everyone also what it means if i were to die.

i am talking with a email crisis support team about the above and mentioned it to just my Cadi worker.