Dear T,
How have I only been seeing you for about 3 months and a week? It feels like so much longer... I feel more comfortable opening up to you than to ex-T, who I saw for 6 years... I'm not sure if that's more about you, her, your respective genders, or some combination of those things. Part of me wishes I'd started seeing you ages ago, but maybe I wouldn't have been ready then? Maybe I would have been upset by your clear boundaries with outside contact and self-disclosure? Rather than now, when I appreciate them? Maybe it's like that thing you said about how some relationships just run their course--maybe the corollary is that sometimes people don't come into our lives until we're ready for them?
LT

PS--As much as at times like this I wish I could send you a long e-mail, without being charged for it, I think it's probably for the best that I can't. Because if I did, maybe you wouldn't respond or would send something other than what I was looking for, or that I'd misunderstand, and then I'd feel bad. Instead, better to hold on to the warm feeling from session and just wait till I see you Tuesday...